"Jesus My Peace"
"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27 (NIV)
A few years ago I found myself in one of those busy seasons of life. You know, the kind where your calendar is void of white space. Where you spend your days trying to balance the daily tasks that have to be done with the fun events that keep you a well-adjusted, delightful-to-be-with co-worker, girlfriend, wife and mom.
Mentally, I thought I was balancing it all well. I was reading my daily devotional and praying my neatly ordered list of prayers.
But my body said otherwise.
My spirit felt uneasy. Anxious.
My heart beat erratically.
These symptoms escalated with each passing day.
Night after night, I lay awake counting my heartbeats, faster and faster they came. Lack of sleep led to exhaustion. Exhaustion to withdrawal. I felt disconnected from everything around me.
One morning I stepped into the shower. Within moments, I struggled to breathe. Inexplicable panic ensued. I flung open the shower door, enveloped myself in a towel and collapsed on the tile floor. Tears poured uncontrollably.
What was happening to me? I felt as if my life … my faith… the very core of who I am was unraveling. I felt like a failure.
I mustered what little faith I could find and dropped to my knees. It was weak faith, but it was there. And that’s when I realized I needed more. More of Jesus. The One who is our Peace.
My sweet Savior met me right there on the carpet. He turned my eyes to my bedside table where my unopened Bible lay.
My heart ached as I made a startling realization. I had not opened that precious book in weeks. Sure, I had been reading my daily devotional.
Reading what another woman had to say about the Bible. But I had not been in my Bible, listening for what Jesus--God Himself--had to say about His Word.
In fact, I had been spending very little time with Jesus. Not a single time did I simply take time to sit quietly with my Lord and Savior.
I crawled over to my precious Bible, cradled it in my hands and opened it. With each turn of the page, truths spilled into my empty, thirsty heart … truths to cling to … to pray … to quench my empty, thirsty heart. Truths I want to share today.
First, from the Old Testament:
"For to us a child is born … And he will be called … Prince of Peace" (Isaiah 9:6a & c, NIV).
"You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you" (Isaiah 26:3, NIV).
Then, from the New Testament, including our key verse, too:
"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world" (John 16:33, NIV).
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6-8, NIV).
Jesus is our Prince of Peace, and His Peace is ours. It’s a fruit of God’s Spirit that lives and breathes in those of us who are children of God.
And the key to believing and claiming it? Personalizing and praying these truths. When we pray God’s living and active Word (see Hebrews 4:12), His Word comes alive in us. It infuses every part of our being.
So, how do we go about personalizing and praying God’s Word?
Here are a few of my prayers.
Thank You, Father, that You will keep me in perfect peace when my heart is steadfast, because I trust in You. (Isaiah 26:3)
Thank You, Father, that You fill me with Your Peace, not the world’s peace. It’s a gift from You. And thank You that when Your Peace consumes me, I need not be anxious, troubled or afraid. (John 14:26-27)
Father, thank You for the promise that if I will stop being anxious and give everything to You in prayer, Your Peace, the peace that transcends all understanding, will guard my heart and mind in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6-7) In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
TRUTH FOR TODAY:
Psalm 4:7-8, "In peace I will lie down and sleep, for you alone, LORD, make me dwell in safety." (NIV)